Tell me, who I have to be to get some reciprocity

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Jewel, You Were Meant For Me

for Madison and TJ

While on that note (of human emotions),

As complex as they might be (to me every emotion I feel is complicated/hard to explain to others) I don’t think one should feel bad about how they feel, it’s something you can’t help and there is no right or wrong way to feel. It’s something that just is and that should be respected. It infuriates me when my boyfriend tells me that how I feel is “wrong” because I look at things so differently. But anyway, today I realized: you know what? things can get a little boring and routine-like and as much as I hate it and toss and turn at night because things aren’t how they used to be, I’ve just accepted it. And I do understand his circumstances, but I’m honestly just going with it. I just miss him and I want us to be together. As in same town/city/life. But things just aren’t that easy…I guess. Two years of this is just getting to me and I could throw a bitch fit and whine and complain about him not doing anything, or I can be smart about it and deal with it and get rid of the extra stress by just letting it go. Only God knows what will happen, and if things take a turn for the worst, I know I’ll be okay. :)

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Hmm this is weird,

But I find it kind of funny how some of the funnest moments I’ve experienced these past two years have been with you. I can be my complete self around you and I dont worry about anything because I’m constantly laughing my ass off. I’m also always under some kind of influence so I’m guessing that has alot to do with it lol. Just a fleeting/awkward thought. I needed that.

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